Sunday, August 8, 2010
addicted to escape
I have come to the realisation that I am addicted to different kinds of escapism's (not drugs.. if that was your immediate after thought!). I can't go a day, shit, I can't go 2 hours without reading a book, listening to music or spacing out of conversation. If I forget to bring a book to school I will go rent out the same copy in the library for the day so I have something to read between classes. This is quite an unhealthy addiction.. If I was to loose material possessions, I don't see how I would escape at school. I don't even have crazy legitimate reasons to escape so often from reality. I just do. I need time to catch up with my thoughts and feelings towards whatever is going on, no matter how insignificant.