Friday, July 30, 2010
Monday, July 26, 2010
Monday, July 19, 2010
I am a huge fan of cold days and murky weather but I'm not going to lie... lately I've been aching for the chance to ditch the stockings (forcing me to actually have to shave my legs for the first time in months :S), throw off a couple of layers and wear something which makes me feel a little more free and a little less like a 4 inch thick iceman. Tomorrow I leave for school camp where apparently it stays in the 1-10 degree range and casually drops below that at night and in mornings. Which scares me a little. I hope to god there are heaters!
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Everyone seems normal until you get to know them. This saying is very true and real as it is a fact that every single person on this Earth is different. Every single person on this Earth has a different definition of what's "normal". There isn't simply one definition for "normal". All we can do is meet people, hope they're special and if not shrug it off and walk in a new direction. This song, was recommended by my best friend who has an unnatural talent of knowing exactly what song I want to listen to at the right moment and mood. Thank-you Holly for your exquisite song choice..
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
"Letting go" I believe is a bullshit term. You let go of a balloon, but you don't just walk away and forget about it. You wait and watch it fly up into the sky until it's so small your eyes tear at trying to keep track of it. No matter how small or insignificant the object or whatever is that you have let go, you spend at least one second thinking about what you just let go of.
That's why I think it is bullshit when people tell you to just "let go" of something that is actually serious or important to you. You don't just "let go" of something like that. You watch it fall from your fingers, hold on until you ache and then watch it fall to the ground, attempt to pick it up and fix it numerous times before you finally push the rubbish into a bin, only to miss it after a while and try bring it back yet again until you finally realise that it is just shit clogging up your time and mind.
The past is something that is always with you in a way the future isn't. Sure you're always wishing and hoping for something in a future, but that something will be decided on what you wanted in the past. Like they say, the past is just a story and when you realise that, it has no power over you. It will always be with you. You probably won't forget. You just adapt and let the chapters continue to unfold.